Hoollllyyyy shit. I knew today was going to be a good day. But damn, you really made it so much better. Thank you. What a start to an amazing weekend.
Today was a good day. This should happen more often..
Sooooo.. New Years was pretty fun this year. Which was surprising haha. I started off on tumblr most of the time so I thought it was gonna be pretty crappy. But then, instead of letting my parents play their normal music. I switched on my New Years countdown mix at 11:58:10 PM which would count down to exactly midnight. And to my surprise, as soon as my mix goes “3, 2, 1! HAPPY NEW YEAR!” And drops. The surrounding homes with parties went crazy with their car horns and fireworks. Haha, felt like we all celebrated together as neighbors for once. It was pretty cool. And to topic all off, me and my family just danced to my mix until it was done. Pretty much one of the best New Years of my life. It’s too bad I wasn’t with my lady. :/ But, there are still more years to come. Let’s hope they’re all this good. :)
I think i’m inspired to start dancing again. Hopefully my knee heals up soon so I can get started..
At the beginning of the semester I was 197lbs. That was the heaviest I’ve ever been… I really didn’t want to believe it. It’s made me so much more self conscious than I already was. Now i’m 185lbs. Not too bad. But honestly, that took way too long. It’s not enough. So lately for the past few weeks, I’ve been working out much harder with a better diet and things are look better. Now, my motivation is getting even better than before because this time I can actually see the change in my body. I’m starting to look thinner than before with a little muscle mass. I’m really starting to feel better about the way I look. :)
So starting today I’m beginning a 30 day fitness challenge. Which means, until Jan 7th I need to be as strict on my diet and workout schedule as I can. I need to stop being a bitch about losing weight and actually make some progress. I can’t let myself relapse like I did during the summer.
Ever since I started working out this semester, I’ve lost a total of 10lbs. But, that’s not enough. Hopefully, within the next 29 days I see more progress and being healthy becomes more a habit.
Day 1. 187lbs
I will no longer buy myself anything until one of these watches is in my possession…. =/
Haunted Wonderland… was freaking amazing! I’ve never had such a hype crowd before, and to see the room completely filled, felt even better. Glad I got to have this experience with my cousin Joe. We seriously rocked that stage and it’ll probably be the best set I’ll ever have in a while. Can’t wait for winter! :)
I really shouldn’t have such high expectations for everything. Ya’know?
and now I find out i’m gonna drive about an hour to some damn water park to see you for about 5 mins and then be separated from you into another group. God, I thought I could at least find some comfort from seeing you and now, even more bullshits’ being handed to me. Seriously, what the fuck.. and not to mention last night, I had a gig till 1:45AM but, didn’t get home till 3AM because a couple of friends needed a ride home and I had to resort to staying up all night so I wouldn’t be late for shit like this?
so far, it’s a bunch of bullshit. -_____- you guys really gonna do me like this?
Seriously, the fuck do I do at this point? I’ve been listening to you talking about wanting to kill yourself for the past 12 hours.. I don’t know what to say to you anymore. I feel like I have to be watching you 24/7 to keep myself sane. FUCK!
haven’t danced like this in a long time. feels good. feels really good.. This needs to be done a lot more frequently